"Indeed I did," Megatron said, dry enough to make paint shrivel up and flake off. He quirked a smile, but it was more sharp than dry or even guilty. "I was having... ah, difficulties accepting what actually gave me the most out of a relationship like that, and, after a few pointers I was given the chance to do what we're going to have you do... though in reverse."
Grunting quietly, Megatron paused and briefly looked away. He wasn't really feeling guilty over it, more annoyed and frustrated he had failed to be able to stand on both sides with equal skill.
"My dom at the time was going to do this sooner or later, of course, but either way, the point is that we'll keep it short not just for you, Orion." Optics darkening, Megatron looked back at the smaller mech that had one of Megatron's legs in his lap. "The longer a scene goes on, I tend to lose the correct focus of a proper dom. I can manage it in short bursts, but I'm not going to repeat the mistake of what I did to the third in my relationship of the time." He was not going to repeat that mistake, especially not with a mech as unfamiliar with this lifestyle as Orion was.
"It did not cause any damage or resentment then, and it mostly bruised my ego at my failure, but given your inexperience I don't want to chance anything. You... meant too much for that." Shrugging, Megatron's smile was lopsided and faint, but the glow of his optics was far more sincere.
He was... a shade... nervous, but he wouldn't let that show. Hopefully that knowledge wouldn't chase Orion off. He could understand if Orion would prefer to simply refuse to have anything to do with that, but he would at least hope he wouldn't leave.
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Date: 2014-02-18 02:11 pm (UTC)Grunting quietly, Megatron paused and briefly looked away. He wasn't really feeling guilty over it, more annoyed and frustrated he had failed to be able to stand on both sides with equal skill.
"My dom at the time was going to do this sooner or later, of course, but either way, the point is that we'll keep it short not just for you, Orion." Optics darkening, Megatron looked back at the smaller mech that had one of Megatron's legs in his lap. "The longer a scene goes on, I tend to lose the correct focus of a proper dom. I can manage it in short bursts, but I'm not going to repeat the mistake of what I did to the third in my relationship of the time." He was not going to repeat that mistake, especially not with a mech as unfamiliar with this lifestyle as Orion was.
"It did not cause any damage or resentment then, and it mostly bruised my ego at my failure, but given your inexperience I don't want to chance anything. You... meant too much for that." Shrugging, Megatron's smile was lopsided and faint, but the glow of his optics was far more sincere.
He was... a shade... nervous, but he wouldn't let that show. Hopefully that knowledge wouldn't chase Orion off. He could understand if Orion would prefer to simply refuse to have anything to do with that, but he would at least hope he wouldn't leave.