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The day was calm, with no recent Decepticon attacks, and none suspected to be incoming for some time.  The cons were too busy licking their wounds from the last battle, one that the Autobots had decidedly come out ahead on.  The celebrations had gone on long into the night and the recreation room was already a mess.

Thus, it was the perfect chance for a lone Autobot to slip casually outside.

Mirage had no shift currently scheduled, so he was free to spend his time as he pleased.  He certainly made no move to hide his departure, greeting his comrades in the halls on the way out, but the box in his hands remained unopened despite any passing curiosity.  It was quietly shifted into subspace before long, and  the former noble shifted into alt mode just as smoothly when he reached the doors.  Despite the completely inappropriate earthen race car mode, the mech had little trouble self-adjusting before driving off into the forest covering the mountain, for business unknown...

Date: 2014-03-08 12:49 pm (UTC)
cliffjumper: (listening - may not like it)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
As Tracks started up again, Cliffjumper briefly tensed and thought, again, that he really should get rid of Mirage's hand. But the offered anchor, like the renewed strength of the song, helped with not lashing out and trying to put a stop to the whole thing, again.

So he settled back, curled up against the side of the berth and glaring at the floor, trying to concentrate on Mirage's humming rather than the noise of the etching tool or the tenseness bleeding through from Mirage's hand.

He could do this.

He regularly went out on fragging battlefields, had for millions of years now, but... But it wasn't the same thing.

This was... Shifting his shoulders and trying to dispel that train of thought, Cliffjumper dimmed his optics and tried to relax.

But, despite the additional support Mirage was, for whatever reason, offering through the gentle hand on his helm, he just couldn't. Even less so than he'd been sitting on the other side of the room.

It was like there was a creeping lattice of... intent? heat? he wasn't sure, but it was right behind him, centered, he assumed, on Mirage and Tracks, but he couldn't figure out how.

He tried to sit still and just ignore it, to focus on the hand and the humming - which had its own thread of warm presence, Cliffjumper realised with a scrunch to his nasal ridge.

No, Focus.

Ignore the other stuff.

Date: 2014-03-09 12:47 am (UTC)
cliffjumper: (talking - back turned)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
Cliffjumper managed to keep still for half a cycle, arms crossed tight over his chestplates, but it was hard. Several times he'd almost shook Mirage's hand off or slid out from under it and then stopped part-way, embarrassed to admit that he...

Well, this was probably the closest he'd get to the mech after this and it was kind of shameful and he should just slap himself later, but he stayed put.

It didn't keep him from shifting as the kliks went on however, because the energy which he'd completely missed before now wasn't just there, it also kept growing.

Nothing huge, not like what had happened at the last holday ritual celebration he'd been to, but it was right there at his back, pricking his armour where Mirage's hand was on his helm, and sort of clung in ebbing and rising strength in the song.

He squirmed and glared at the ground, wishing this was over.

At least he could by now ignore the pain Mirage must be feeling - kind of, anyway. The thought was enough to make him still and listen for it, for Tracks making a mistake that didn't come and he had to just settle down again.

While feeling as if his plating was crawling.

Date: 2014-03-09 04:23 pm (UTC)
cliffjumper: (determined - gonna slag ya if I need to)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
Cliffjumper felt the building tension before Mirage reacted fully, but even bracing himself for it didn't help. The sudden fist weighing down on top of his helm, even just resting there, kicked his threat assessment into gear.

Then Mirage cried out and he didn't care if "sacrifice" was a blasted part of it, why should sacrifice involve pain and it just wasn't right---

Engine snarling along with his own growl, Cliffjumper stopped somewhere before he got fully to his knees and stopped, hands rythmically tightening into fists firmly enough he was denting his palms.

He felt jittery from the... thing, which had peaked at Mirage's cry and then settled back, stronger, and he didn't like that either, even if he wasn't sure why.

Why the slag would you choose a rite that required pain for dedication? That just---

::Mirage.:: Cliffjumper hissed over the comm, unsure why he did it and all he wanted to do was finish getting to his knees and turn around and punch Tracks in the knee or something and then storm out.

Date: 2014-03-11 11:52 am (UTC)
cliffjumper: (determined - we can do this)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
::And how the slag is it?! Ain't there other ways---:: Cliffjumper snapped and slashed a hand through the air, then jerkily ducked away from under the hand even as he slumped down heavily on the floor again, arms crossed.

He didn't get it and why was this an acceptable way of showing dedication? If his horns could be twitching from the flickering thing which was hovering in the air in an ever-expanding net, they would be. He knew trying to turn off the sensors in his horns wouldn't work - he'd feel it anyway.

That was just the first and most sensitive point, beside the jittery pressure on the circuits around his spark chamber.

Cliffjumper was also vaguely aware that this was probably not making anything easier for Mirage, the way he was acting, but---

Growling angrily, he curled up at stared at the floor as if he could melt it, and while the song was sort of helping again, now that Mirage's composure had broken he was too aware of it, as well as the trembling wheel-mount.

Date: 2014-03-12 11:34 am (UTC)
cliffjumper: (drunk sleepy or hurt? - take your pick!)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
He wouldn't whine. He would not. Not in front of either of them, and he wouldn't yell at Mirage and tell him it was stupid and storm out. he wasn't even sure who it'd be safe to complain to after this was over.

Bumblebee would listen, but while he wasn't much more of a believer than Cliffjumper in general, he found more... stability and meaning in both the Covenant and the holiday rites and whatnot than Cliffjumper ever had, so he might probably not understand. He was not going to go to Gears or Huffer.

Beachcomber was a maybe--- Cliffjumper stiffened at the hand on his helm, but didn't shake it off again, just growled. And then Mirage's voice dropped, the song changed and beyond the suddenly pleasant thrumming along struts and down into his protoform, the building... potential? Something followed along the reverberating chant and Cliffjumper felt brief, startled alarm at the way it went in and calmed.

Brief, because the new strength of Mirage's ritual chant and the directed power in it managed to pull the minibot into a meditative state. Not quite trance, but focused enough he was aware enough of the building power in the room and the faint traces of light and power it was pulling from all three of them, focusing on Mirage.

If he knew enough to break it, he'd probably have stormed out, even more angry and unsettled.

Date: 2014-03-13 12:24 am (UTC)
cliffjumper: (shadows - creeper CJ)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
All the reaction Mirage got as his hand stroked across the metal was a slight tilt of Cliffjumper's helm, without any resistance at all. His expression might still make the priest wary though, since it was a slightly pinched frown.

Optics unfocused and the expression softened by lack of immediacy, but there nontheless.

Because caught up as he was or not, it couldn't, apparently, supress Cliffjumper's innate irritability.

Even as the song died back to its former level, Cliffjumper didn't really notice - in this state it was still bright and clear. An almost visible vibration that swung in time to the faint wisps of light that radiated outwards from Mirage but were pulled back at the same time, hovering above the blue and white frame in the glyphs that were being etched in.

Not that Cliffjumper, sitting with his back to the berth, could see that directly, but he didn't need to.

Vaguely, the scrunched nasal ridge twitched a bit further as Cliffjumper realised part of the threads of light wasn't just that... potential, intention, power, but sparklight.

He couldn't really see Mirage's or Tracks', that being more like a suggestion of warmth (especially Mirage's) from which the power was being drawn, but his own was like a pulsing web of starlight.

If he'd not been caught up in the song and the near-trance state, the realisation of what he was seeing would have been quite alarming. Outwards, all Cliffjumper did was slump a little back against the berth and the center of power - Mirage.

Date: 2014-03-13 12:08 pm (UTC)
cliffjumper: (drunk sleepy or hurt? - take your pick!)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
Like this, it was clear the pain from the etching was both merely accidental side-effect of inscribing the semi-permanent glyphs that would focus and lead the power, make it easier to draw it up to the surface when it needed to be used, and very much part of it.

With the help of the chant, each bite of the etching tool - even if Cliffjumper wasn't aware of that and couldn't see it, with his back turned - dove not just into Mirage's plating, but deeper, like a metaphysical hook into the spark energy underneath the surface of the outer armour.

As Tracks' work went on and the ritual progressed, the vague warmth that was Mirage's spark developed into a starfield of its own - through the glyphs, threaded with actual spark energy from within.

Cliffjumper felt, vaguely, distantly and not at all acutely enough to crack through the thrumming that was the song and which kept him right where he was, unconsciously leaning into Mirage's petting, unsettled and confused over what he was seeing.

Perhaps thankfully though, the deepening meditative state kept the minibot from breaking it by grasping onto the confused anger he couldn't quite reach. There were too many other things in the way.

Date: 2014-03-23 04:54 pm (UTC)
cliffjumper: (Prime's talking strange - can't believe)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
Like this, Cliffjumper (perhaps luckily) completely missed the passage of time, but he'd probably be very unhappy at how his joints had locked up by the end when he finally noticed.

Cliffjumper, in turn, wasn't seeing the circuit pattern of course - all he was aware of was the pattern of both the power and the spark energy, and he wasn't trained enough, or, really, observant enough to catch that the pattern was circuitry.

As such, he didn't have much of a warning when Tracks finally finished the etchings and the glittering web of power raised through the glyphs and Mirage's chant suddenly snapped in and back, leaving a sharp vaccum.

It jangled sharply against Cliffjumper's awareness and since he had no training to get out of the trance in a more smooth and gentle way, the sudden change was enough to snap him out of it, the cycle of his vents stuttering at the disruption and Cliffjumper tried to move, flailing.

And since his joints were locked up and both stiff and not reciveing the messages to move in a synchronised fashion, the poor minibot ended up jerking sharply, half getting to his feet and then crashing to the floor, all without fully realising what he was doing.

"Wh---Wha--" Optics flickering, Cliffjumper angrily reset his vocaliser and vent cycle, putting them in neutral for a moment before turning them back on. "What the frag was that!?"

Turning around, Cliffjumper's optics were wide and bright and he felt both exhausted and strangely revitalised.

He was also very aware of his humming sensory field, replete with a warm heaviness from a long period of tactical stimulation. It was a pleasant sort of numbness that usually happened when he and Bumblebee (and sometimes Beachcomber or Cosmos) spent a joor or so in a pile.

Date: 2014-03-26 11:26 am (UTC)
cliffjumper: (angry - these fists will be in your face)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
"Sensitive?! I ain't fraggin' sensitive!" Cliffjumper snapped, only hearing 'sensitive' and, well, taking it in a way Mirage didn't actually mean. But it was, unfortunately, the only one he thought of, or that seemed to make sense to him as he tried to make sense of the jumbled mess of memories and sensations left behind.

"'Sides, there wasn't any slaggin' thing to be sensitive towards! That was just..." Throwing his arms out, Cliffjumper gestured aimlessly and rather jerkily, growling all the while. He knew this had been a bad idea! "That was... crazy!" As good a word as any, but at the same time Cliffjumper slowly realised that the ritual hadn't just been a load of nothing, all that pain Mirage had subjected himself to not going to waste, so to speak.

It had clearly been something, but that very thought made him balk too.

Date: 2014-03-27 11:23 am (UTC)
cliffjumper: (angry - what the slag is going on)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
Snarling fit to break his vocaliser - or at least it sounded like that - Cliffjumper crossed his arms over his chestplates and glared at Tracks. he was avoiding looking at Mirage, because the clearly wiped out, tremblingly vulnerability the mech was currently caught in made him uncomfortable.

It didn't seem right.

"If that... that thing is supposed to happen, why'd no one say so?! 'Cause I wasn't fragging expecting all the rustin' lights and---" Cliffjumper cut himself off mid-jumbled-rant, unwilling to admit, at least in front of Tracks, that he hadn't been able to move.

Further, he had no idea how to describe the state he'd just been in, and he wasn't sure he wanted to say anymore with Tracks present anyway. And if the ritual took so much out of Mirage, or affected him so much, even with the clear result, why would he do it?

Cliffjumper angled a glance at the reclining mech from under his crest, scowling and still uncomfortable. There was too many things that had just happened, and the fact that he'd just... sat there and let Mirage be in pain, even if he'd wanted it and done it for a reason, didn't feel right.

Date: 2014-03-29 12:28 am (UTC)
cliffjumper: (determined - we can do this)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
"Shut the frag up," Cliffjumper right out hissed right back at Tracks, hands flexing into fists and then relaxing a few times as he continued to speak.

"'Sides it wasn't the slaggin'..." Trailing off, his optics brightened and he shrugged, facing the reality that Mirage had petted him and he'd let him and... and that was probably as (intimately) close as he'd ever be to the mech again.

"It was the rustin' singing and there wasn't just that lightshow at the end it was longer than that!" Throwing his hands up and then crossing them over his chestplates, Cliffjumper briefly glanced up at Mirage and then glowered down at the floor again.

He didn't want to talk about this with that fragging glitch here - he'd be... somewhat more comfortable with just Mirage around. But that was probably not going to happen.

"... At least it wasn't all for nothin'," Cliffjumper muttered as his scowl at the floor deepened. It still didn't make it right in his opinion.

Date: 2014-03-30 04:14 pm (UTC)
cliffjumper: (!?? - blush)
From: [personal profile] cliffjumper
After... glow..?

The word got stuck, that, along with 'ruined' and then Cliffjumper realised that yes, Mirage did mean it exactly like that and how the slag had he missed that?!

Not that he wanted to see it! In fact, now he was just even more uncomfortable with the whole thing. He'd probably missed it because it probably happened while that lightshow had been going down...

"Wh--What?" Optics flickering, flaring even brighter than their blush-bright intensity and then fading a little, Cliffjumper shook his helm and reviewed what Mirage had said and then shook his helm sharply.

"I'm fraggin' leavin'. Can ask things later!" That was a completely flustered admission of retreat, and Cliffjumper whirled around on his feet and quickly walked away, though he carefully walked around the altar and stopped in the doorway, throwing a glance back at Mirage.

::You okay, though? I mean, all that...:: Another shake of his helm and he dipped it, glaring at the floor and stormed out of the room. If Mirage answered, it wasn't as if the comm. wouldn't reach him, and Cliffjumper mostly wanted to be sure to ask.

Even if a slagging overload would imply that Mirage was perfectly okay, yes.

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